15 minutes

Just another 15 minutes from my annual leave. Not just happy feeling appears, but weird also. I never take 10 days leave before in this year. That's why maybe, it feels kind of strange.

Like most of years in my life, I don't have any plans for the Christmas and New Year. Maybe it runs in the famliy, my parents don't have any ritual holiday plans every year. Just eat and stay home at New Year's eve. If we get lucky, we will have tat night without a fight. I don't like my new year's eve, because most of it, they fight to each other. I hate it so much.

Maybe after I married and have a new family, I'll try to change all those things. For a start have a holiday plan and trip. Don't have to be far, I think having a vacation plan is a very good thing. It will energize ur energy, and will warm your relationship with your wives and family.

Yes, I will get married soon. Early February 2007. Just thinking of it, I get a chill suddenly. I only have 1 month left, to live as a 'free' man. I'm really scared of this marriage things. Maybe because of my parents experience, which don't have a happy marriage after all. I'm affraid that my marriage will have the same result like my parent's. It's been more than 14 years of my relationship w/ my girlfriend, so barely I have a warm feeling towards her. Everything is seemed so boring, and nothin special. But nevertheles, she's a good girl. A lot of inner strength. And I think I will take my chances to live my rest entire life with her.

Wish me luck.

Over

Finally, the day is over. Very hungry at this time. Time to go home, have a dinner in my parent's house, and have a little chat.

Only 1 more day left in the office before my long long vacation. Yihaaa !!!

Shitty Work

I really do hate my job ! Shit ! Right now, i'm doing some kind of report, which has a lot of uncertainty. Not mention a loussy mentor, that not very helpfull either. At bottom line, I don't know how to do it.

I really like to quit my job ! But, on the other hand I still need the money from my salary. I beleive if the condition isn't changed for such a long time, I will be looking another job for a replacement.

Just want to die !!!!!!

Last Days in 2006

Now, is Descember 21th 2006. Near Christmas and New Year. I haven't got the time to make sin confession in the church like always. My mum already got me the schedule for it. I think i will do it in Friday, after works.

Still not doing anything in works, since came in at 8 am. I think i'm kind of bored of my works right now. Since my works only making tons of charts, i don't see any future on it. It's already 6 months since my work is changed. Ussually, I worked wih some projects. That's far far more intresting.

I don't know where my future is leading me in ... It is kind of worried me a lot ... Hope next year will be better ...

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